Sunday, August 26, 2007
Rekindled
I embraced the fire
To reclaim my spirit,
Which had been lost
Or rather, stolen
When I was very young.
I embraced the fire
To rediscover my heart
Which had become a stranger,
With passions foreign
And wild.
I embraced the fire,
Though I feared pain,
And ruin.
And the destruction
Of my residual self.
But what I feared more
Was to deny the blaze
And remain as I was.
Damaged and incomplete
I embraced the fire
To recover myself,
But what I found instead,
Was you.
And though my body was
Besieged by flames,
I did not blister,
Or burn.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Vile Lamplight
The lamp’s vile light
Dispels the shadows
Where I hide,
Huddled near the earthen floor.
I hate its putrid illumination.
I hate you more for finding me here.
Bathed in it.
Revealed by it.
Your eyes graze my contorted body,
Then scrape the floor,
Where my secrets lay scattered,
Slick and shiny and onyx black.
They are not for your scrutiny.
I dig a hole.
I bury them deep.
Monday, August 20, 2007
Apple
The witch took a bite
To tempt me
With its fragrance.
The scent, a sweet melody
Playing about in my mind.
Of course I knew nothing
Of her sorcery.
She looked so innocent.
Delicate even.
Harmless.
And I was mad with hunger.
Those evil little men
Had left me crumbs again.
And a scrub brush.
And fingers rubbed raw.
So I took the other apple
From her innocuous hand.
And even as the poison
Dribbled deliciously down my chin,
I smiled.
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Water
It tastes like liquid nothing.
The sense of it is there,
Cool and moist
But it doesn’t engage
A single taste bud.
I don’t drink enough of it.
I desire something
With a little more flavor.
A little more drama.
Though I would drink it
Through my pores
If I could.
I prefer it to exhilarate me
From the outside in.
I long for gills and sleek skin
That wouldn’t wrinkle and pucker
After hours, days submerged.
Hair mad, and ever shifting
From one stroke to the next.
Just don’t make me drink it.
Oral hydration isn’t something
That my fluid body
Can easily abide.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Death Rattle
The air is so dry it chaps our bones,
As we lay festering on this dune.
Straddling death’s threshold.
We are beyond perspiration, you and I.
A shame really,
Because I would bequeath you
Every drop of my sweat
If it would keep your heart beating
Next to my faltering flesh.
And with this thought,
Drifting out of my head
And into the sweltering sky,
You turn to me, sweet as pain
And tell me "we’re through".
I pause blankly for a while.
A little stunned.
A little startled at the timing.
A little baffled by the inappropriateness
Of a breakup at this awkward moment.
But I suppose you always did like best,
To stab me while I already bled.
So I’ll just have to spite you,
And live.
Ambivalent Skin
Your face is made of stone today.
Beautiful, cold, expressionless.
A countenance of marble
That lets me admire you,
But not understand.
I need to shrink in size,
Grab a pick and headlamp
And dig through that hard,
Ambivalent skin.
Tunnel to your brain,
Excavate the pertinent nerve endings,
And dust off and study
Your thoughts.
Because I cant tell,
Behind that statue of a gaze,
If you still love me.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Midnight
A blanket of ether
Veils the moon from the sky.
But I can feel her.
Nearly at her peak.
She awakens a restlessness in me.
A desire to shift out of my skin.
To linger in the darkened stairwell
As a specter.
The warm light of the street lamp
Would bleed through
The diaphanous form I posses.
And I would be free.
I would float unseen
Through a lunar world
Exchanging atoms with the breeze
A part of the Everything once more.
This autonomy is leaving me bone weary.
These bones are driving me mad.
Here at midnight
My soul should be adrift.
Practical Distance
Her ceiling is a garden of dead roses.
A faint draft
Steals under the door.
Sets them swaying.
Laying on her floor,
She looks up at these floral corpses,
And inverts her world.
She is an underworld goddess
Reigning over the casualties
Of love gone bad.
And hovering in her carpeted sky,
She can see that the petals have gone hard.
Like her heart.
Hardened, yet somehow more fragile.
And like those petals,
Hanging from their plaster ground,
She is ready to fall.
Though she tries to ground herself with rage.
And thumbtacks.
And twine.
"A bit of practical distance,"
She lies aloud,
"May do me some good."
Temporal Deceit
I am shifting through time again.
Misplacing moments.
Remaking them in my mind.
I've been telling myself
Beautiful lies about yesterday.
Forming stories for tomorrow.
Creating new memories
And manufacturing a better right now.
I was close to convincing myself
That I could hold back
The granules of my hour glass.
But my feet have shifted
And the weight is dragging me down.
So let me mislay the sand,
In a closet
Or an empty drawer.
And I'll step into nevermore
For a little while.
Dark Inclinings
She lingered after hours
To stalk through midnight alleyways
On her way home
From insomniatic revelries.
She loved the smells
Seeping from those grimy corners.
She loved the small creatures,
Which shared her nocturnal inclinations.
She ran her fingers across a greasy doorknob,
A damp stone wall,
A rusty trashcan.
Collecting bits of mildew and funk.
Delicate and beautiful as she was,
These granules of the underside
Made a warrior of her.
An unconquerable force.
A cascade of soulful streetlight
Tried to catch her in its grip.
But she danced out of its reach,
And strode farther into the night.
Battle
Our gazes align
Sharp with enmity.
His eye shadowed and cruel.
Mine bright and ready.
His intentions are clear
Clear as the spring air.
The misguided spring air,
That swirls around our still frames.
I can taste the blade in my hand.
The tang of chrome and steel
Licked by my fingers,
Anticipation my tongue.
He savors my fear,
A predatory joy.
Paints a smile on his lips
And aims for my scars.
But I am bright and ready.
Potent and shrewd.
He won’t find me
Easy prey today.
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